Wednesday, 26 June 2013

Home


You are my Home.

I know that now. But I don't know if I truly knew that back when we said our I do's.

I had an idea. An idea created before I stepped into the world. An idea created before time and challenge could teach me what truly matters.


Only on reflection can I realise that what I thought was important back then, missed the mark. My heart was in the right place, it was just young and stupid, kinda like the two of us. Not that I didn't love you, I most definitely did, but just that I didn't really know what that meant.



Time has never changed my feelings but it has reworked them. Moulding, reshaping, and kneading. It's pulled apart the pieces and reassembled them over and over. Distilling the original brew, until the true essence was finally found.

My home.

The place I feel safe. The place I feel loved. The place I feel comfortable. And the place where I don't have to hide.


You're there when I need you. Through the good and the bad. And no matter how rough it gets, if you're with me, it is always easier to bear.

You accept me, baggage and all. Pile upon pile of disappointments and hurts. Walls built to protect and to hide. But slowly you've unpacked them or put them in their place.


I know I'm not easy to live with. I can be opinionated and at times, unreasonable. My temper, well that may best be described as fiery. And I am stubborn to a fault. I expect you to read my mind and my moods like a fortune-teller, and get angry when you don't. I am more than a little left of centre and live in a world of my own half the time. And I know I frustrate you. Yet despite it all you are here. Yet despite it all you still love me.



I owe you. More than I can ever express. The last seven years have been hard, not just for me, but for you. Life threw us a curve ball and we had to learn to deal with it on the run.

There have been far more downs than ups. But in many ways it is easier now. What could have broken, has instead strengthened. Things are more stable, even though the circumstances have became more rocky.

After so long together there is a rhythm that is just ours. An unspoken language, knowing looks, the finishing of each others sentences, and laughing at shared jokes. All born by times passage and experiences shared.



You are both best friend and lover. Champion and partner in crime.

You reign in my crazy, whilst supporting me in all I want to do.

You know me better than anyone and for some baffling reason still want to be with me.

I don't say thank you enough for all you have given. But I'm grateful every day that you are here.

So

Thank you for letting me know that it's okay to be me.

Thank you for being there to wipe my tears or hold me tight.

Thank you for making me laugh when I can least find something to laugh about.

Thank you for letting me know what it's like to truly feel loved and supported.

Thank you for two beautiful sons.

Thank you for letting me know family.

And thank you for letting me know the true meaning of the word home.

Because you are, and will always be, my home.


Happy 20th Wedding Anniversary, Mr Grumpy.

I Love You

Michelle xx

I loved The Cure's original version of this back in the day, but really love this cover by Adele.

16 comments:

  1. Talk about cuteness....you guys are dolls!!! Beautiful post ♥ Your smiles say it all. A most Happy Anniversary to you both & many more!!

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  2. Nawwwww Happy Anniversary! Blessings for many more years of love.

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  3. 20 years is a fantastic love achievement! Well done Mr and Mrs Grumpy :-) :-)

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  4. Looooooove! Happiest of happy anniversaries. And congratulations. Gorgeous people.

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  5. Breath taking and beautiful!
    I hope you had the most amazing Anniversary ever!!!!!!

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  6. OMG your hubby was such a spunk!

    Gorgeous, wonderful, heartfelt and true sentiments.

    Damnit now I have something in my eye!

    Oh and congratulations!

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    1. Was, Jane, was??
      That's it no new photos of me!!

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  7. You two have still got it! Happy day & many more!

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  8. HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to both of you. How priceless this is. That is what unconditional true love is all about.

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  9. This made me cry! So beautiful. Congratulations on such a milestone, it's so wonderful to see people find such happiness.

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  10. ི♥ྀ..ི♥ྀ..Happy Anniversary..ི♥ྀ..ི♥ྀ

    Jane

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  11. Wonderful post, love love love it! Happy Anniversary!

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  12. Congrats! What a lovely tribute.

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  13. Beautiful post!

    So wonderfully refreshing to see that true, everlasting love exists in this world! Especially in a time where many things, including love, tend to be easily disposable.
    Congratulations to you both! What an inspiration!

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  14. What a beautiful post!

    So wonderful to see that true, everlasting love not only exists, but is possible in this easily disposable society of today! In admire your perseverance and dedication to your relationship after all those years have passed!

    You are both truly inspirational! Heartfelt congratulations!

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